Things I will not judge you for:
Things I will judge you for:
•Not signalling while driving
•How you treat wait staff
•Which way you think the toilet roll goes
It hurt like hell but oh god,
I loved you.
I don’t anymore.
That fact still surprises me;
When I find my mind conjuring your image after weeks of forgetting,
I feel nothing in my chest
And my mind quickly skips to someone else, somewhere else, sometime in the future.
Then the feeling is in my stomach,
But this time it’s an optimism -
Reaching, yearning for what is to come.
I have found a way to live without you.
I have found proof that pain is not permanent.
I have found out how good I am at surviving.
so my mom left me and my sister home alone for the month so
You are living my dream.
this blog may turn into something that just honors all the blanket forst on tumblr